Sarcastic Lust

While reading Crown Duel I got dragged into believing that what happened to Mel could happen to me. Meliara lived my dream; fighting and defending your home while unconsciously falling in love. I, unfortunately, have fallen down that road of believing fictional tales are real many times. Too many times. It happened when I read Twilight, Harry Potter, Blue Bloods, The Truth About Forever, A Great and Terrible Beauty... believe me the list goes on forever. But I can tell you that in believing in these tales, I have found new inspirations for... living my life. In a strange way each time I read a novel, I change. Whilst reading Twilight I talked less and dressed very descretely and, despite what Bella does, I pinned for my Edward to come. At the time I could care less if he was a vampire or not. Well, that got a good laugh out of my friends. But soon enough I moved on to my next obsession; A Great and Terrible Beauty. Gemma, the main character, is my idol and still is! Gemma has bright red hair and vibrant emerald green eyes. I died my hair red, as you witnessed in January, and got green contacts. I wanted so badly to be like Gemma. I began pretending I could stop time and have extraordinary powers. (Yes, I hate to admit, this was in November.) But in reality, I knew I was not any where near being who Bella is or who Gemma is. Those experiences have taught me one thing; I am such a wannabe. I cannot just be myself, I have to copy other people or story book characters. But maybe that is who I am; just a mix of different characters in my life. As long as I am happy and satisfied with the accomplishments I make, I will keep on imitating my story book friends.
I am glad I do not have to deal with sadistic vampires, power-hungry teachers, awkward boyfriends, and something like Voldemort. But I do have other battles...

#6: Love At Last!

"You ask why there has been no formal announcement concerning a coronation. I think this question is better addressed to the person most concerned, but I do know this: Nothing will be announced until the sculptors have finished refashioning a goldenwood throne for a queen"(Sherwood 402). This letter is from Meliara's unknown and when I read this I nearly jumped off my bed with joy for I know it is from Shevraeth! Oh and his name is not Shevraeth but Vidanric. (Sexy.) But another courtier is in the picture, Elenet, who has been a childhood friend and still good friend to Vidanric. Mel, naturally, thinks her unknown means Elenet. Jealousy takes over her immensly but she does not understand why. (I do!) Vidanric and Mel get a chance to dance at Nee and Bran's last ball before they get married. Mel steals many glances at Vidanric throughout the dance and notices that Vidanric does not dance with Elenet for the whole evening. In some odd way that comforts Mel. (I know why it comforts her!) Mel admits, "No matter how my emotions veered during those social occasions, it was comforting to realize that I would return to my room and find a letter from the person whose opinions and thoughts I had come to value most"(395).
BUT the night of the ball, the Merindars make an attempt to steal the crown. There will be another war. Mel finds out from Azmus that the Merindars plan to attack the Hill Folk, a special "tribe" that lives in the woods and who practice magic. Mel rides out that night to try and stop the warriors but discovers another rider riding the same way. She meets up with this mysterious rider in an inn and finds it to be Vidanric. Vidanric and her discuss the plan and who to attack but then he pulls off his gloves and... BEHOLD he's wearing the ring she sent to her unknown! Vidanric is her unknown! Remember that wager they made in the beginning of the book? Well Mel finally pays off her debt in a sensational kiss! Vidanric admits, "I think I fell in love with you the day you stood before Galdran in the Throne Room, surrounded by what you thought were enemies, and glared at him without a trace of fear. I knew it when you sat across from me at your table in Tlanth and argued so passionately about the fairest way to disperse an army, with no other motive besides testing your theories"(442).

#5: Intelligence and Insecurity

"... his gaze was still as limpid as the stream riling at our feet..." (Sherwood 332) Limpid was one of our vocab words when we read Nectar in a Sieve; connection! Yes, one word connects one book from another. Meliara seeks out Flauvic after makes a mysterious motion with his hands when his mother takes Mel into their beautiful library and demands what he meant by it. Mel finds out that Flauvic is an illusionist, or so he claims, as he slyly distracts her from her original reason to seek him out. They have a pleasent talk but when the Duke of Savona and the Marquis of Shevraeth come to escort Mel back to the palace, Flauvic some how dissappears. (Was that just an illusion as well?) Mel recieves another letter from her unknown after she asked him about her most recent encounter with Flauvic's mother. Mel is so insecure and it frusterates me she cannot have the courage to at least try to gain power. Mel writes to her unknown," I expect you're being confused by my proximity to power-my brother being friend to the possible king and my living here in the Residence. But believe me, no one could possibly be more ignorant or less influencial than I," (Sherwood 338). And the fact that Mel is a countess and a revolutionary she should have the most power in the kingdom, save the king. Speaking of king, Shevraeth is on his way. I think he is Mel's unknown. She sends him a ring she wanted that included "leaves, spring, circles-all symbols that complemented the friendship. The gemstone was the best ekirth that Azmus could find, carefully faceted so it glittered like a nightstar, so deep a blue as to seem black, except when the light hit it just so and it would send out brilliant shards of color: gold, blue, crimson, emerald." (373) Nee, Bran's betrothed, says once, "One doesn't lose a self, like a pair of gloves or a pin. We learn and change, or we harden into stone." (381) I just wanted to mention that. Well thought out and intelligent; because it is true.

#4: The Sweetest Gesture

The Marquis and Mel have another "sa-woon" moment when he asks to kiss her! (I feel like I've already wrote about that....) They make a wager; if Shevraeth arrives at the inn first, he wants a kiss from Mel. (I am internally screaming. Screaming for joy.) In the end, Shevraeth takes a short cut and he gets to the inn first.... KISS. But he doesn't kiss her, he is waiting until the perfect moment for Mel is fuming with anger and would punch him if he touched her the wrong way (Not possible!) This next part needs some explanation; when Mel was back at her own palace, she received a note form the Marquise of Merindar, the cousin of Galdren (the evil dictator that Shevraeth killed) saying that she would like Mel to come to court so they could "meet at last." Mel is hesitent because of the Marquise's name and relations so she keeps the letter secret. During the most recent ball, the Marquise arrives with her children; a girl who is tall and thin and very intimidating and a boy, who is extroadinarily beautiful. Both children kept to themselves. During the party the Marquise takes Mel by her hand and leads her into the library; a library the size of three public libraries put together. Mel qawked at the history. The Marquise is trying to win over Mel. Trying to get her on their side, I thought.
This next part gets juicy.
Mel runs into Shevraeth in the palace's library (not he Merindars, but the one in Shevraeth's palace). Mel finds him in a secret room. (I am internally screaming) They get into an arguement, however, and the "sa-woon" moment is nearly ruined. But on his way out, for they were interrputed, Shevraeth says, "I apologize. I also realize trying to convince you of my good intentions is a fruitless effort, but my own conscience demanded that I make the attempt." That night Mel finds a beautiful saphire ring on her pillow; she has no idea who it is from.
SA-WOON.

Blog #3: Crown Duel

I forgot to mention in the last post that Bran, Mel's brother, is struck with an arrow and Mel believes him dead. Well, a few pages into the next chapter, we fine that after the struggle with Debegri Shevraeth kills the king and aids Bran back to life. I am still frustrated as ever with Mel! She thinks once again, "I was also, therefore, intensely aware that my life was now in the hands of people I had considered enemies not two dawns ago. Did they still consider me one?" (Smith 195). I have an overwhelming urge to chuck this book out the window and yell, shut up, Mel! But the tale itself, keeps me reading and wondering what will happen next. Their plans for overthrowing the current ruler go awry, even though they did succeed in killing Debegri, the military leader. Mel explains, "There's no use in talking about the plan, because of course nothing went the way it was supposed to. Even the passage of time was horribly distorted" (Smith 197). The group of rebels meet up with Galdran, the king of their land, and faced a fight. Mel is knocked unconscience but is told the whole story after she awakes in a wood gatherer's cottage. Shevraeth killed Galdran. Mel and her brother recieve all of Galdrans earnings, making them fabulously rich. PART 2: Mel stays at her palace, away form court, while Bran stays with Shevraeth and all the court pricks Mel hates. Bran returns home with a fiancee and Shevraeth. Mel is surprised. Mel is forced to go to court to marry off her brother, all the while..... DUM DUM DUM falling in love with the Marquis!! He sends her love letters, although Mel has no idea who they are from. (Shevraeth! Shevraeth! Shevraeth!) Mel replies and falls in love with the mystery man. (Shevraeth! Shevraeth! Shevraeth!) BUT the Marquise of Merindar presents a problem; the Marquise has her eye on the crown because no one has taken Galdran's place yet. Of course the land and villages all wish to see Shevraeth as king; for he has been charitable and clear minded and has his military advantages.
So, here it is, there is a crown duel.